dear john jr.

i'd slip on sneakers ragged
with mismatched shoelaces
my bag was oddly shaped
complete with smiley faces

i strutted like i never cared
chewing gum all day long
with earfones tucked in my ears
bobbing to a love song

i believed in love stories
i believe in all the romance
i believed in what i heard and read
but didnt think i had a chance

and you came like the sun
an annoying one at that
u made me wish i had a gun
cz bak then i was a brat

u directed me to walk with you
u taught me how to walk
u made me walk like i shud
and the same with the way i talk

u made me dress up like a girl
with stuff i wudn't hv bought
u make me think of things
things i'v never thought

i only used to whine
whine to no end of time
but u'v changed me so much
that now i only rhyme

i no longer drink coffee
i no longer enjoy rain
i dont enjoy anything anymore
cz the distance is such a pain

u promised u'd stay with me
and i trusted u, i was fine
but i didn't think u meant
u'l always b online

i'm tired of chatting with u
and blowing kisses to the window
i want to hold ur hand
n run across the meadow
i want to count stars
n get drenched in pouring rain
id normally do these on my own
but now things have changed

so please come soon
and make my dream come true
i just want us to be together
so i can impose changes on you too